I always wonder what I do to deserve someone who is so forgiving to me. No matter how much I flare up or make him feel so bad or unhappy, he always remain quiet. But sometimes I really feel so fed up when he keep quiet because I expect an answer from him but he tried to be quiet. Damn. But I know because he know that if he were to reply me, I will flare up even more.
Sometimes I have to really think about him in his shoes which are what everybody told me about it. But sometimes it is hard to think in his shoes because.. we have different character. I always portray myself as a strong woman. I want to be strong because I don’t want to end up depending on others to live. Something that I really hate it to happen because of my mindset. I always think that “ if I always depend on others, one day they turn your back away from you, you are left with nothing but sadness and fear’ thus I always don’t like it when I am dependent on others. But If I really depend on you, you must really be someone who holds a special place in my heart. People like my family especially my parents. The one who brought me to the world, who love me more than anybody else. Who will still hold on to me even if the world falls onto me. ;)
Quarrels and arguments are inevitable, but as long as we overcome it, everything will be okay.