Constantly asking myself ‘ how do I make myself look and feel better?’ nobody know how insecure I am feeling deep inside. My complexion is really bad and I feel like crying Everytime I see myself facing the mirror. I always push myself away from others and acting like I don’t care but who will not care when you are talking about your complexion, your body and your health? But I’m still thankful that my family and boyfriend are always here for me. Not forgetting Joyce too. It’s very important to have social network. It’s a sad fact that I don’t have. I don’t want to work night shift anymore because my complexion seems to get worse Everytime I end my nightshift. I need help.